|Maclay and Lily May 2005|
BUT - the other day I was behind a car that had a bumper sticker that said this -
I had this unexpected black rage go over my eyes. I had my hand on the door knob to get out and knock on their window to explain to them why they were a complete and total dumb ass. Don't you dare compare your dog to my child.
I had this wonderful dog in high school and collage. She was so cute and smart. Maclay. She was the focus of my life. I took her everywhere. I was never without her. I hated leaving her. She went of the road with me to all my horse shows. We were devoted to each other. She died when Lily was about one and a half. I cried my eyes out. I was so sad.
That pain was nothing compared to the baby I lost. Not even close. I loved that dog, but my soul was attached to that baby. That baby lived inside my body, I felt him kick and turn and move and groove. Josh and I created him about of our love for each other. He was a sibling to my other children. He was so much more important than a dog. And that effing dog bumper sticker just made me want to flip out.
|another stupid statement|